I’m feeling great. I know I stated this in my last blog, but there is something different. I feel good. It’s been a while since I’ve been able to say this but over the last couple of weeks, I’ve felt more and more like myself. It’s been good.
Today, I did something a little out of my comfort zone. It may sound a little odd because I do this all the time. I went for a walk. Not just a regular walk, like the ones I take at Plyofit, but a walk that felt different. I don’t normally throw myself in front of people when it comes to ‘physical’ activities because it can be uncomfortable, but honestly, it didn’t make me so uncomfortable. My walk was in the middle of my town. Smack dab in the middle of my town. On a very busy highway. I mean busy. But there is a sidewalk so I thought, ‘why not?’ I didn’t initially intend to walk that way, I was just going to do the normal back roads trail but when I looked down the street, it just looked inviting. So, I took off. It’s funny because I didn’t really think twice about it, I just went. On my way back, I had the realization that this was not really like me. What was I doing? People could see me. What would they say? But no. I can’t live my life like that. They don’t know me. They probably don’t even care. It’s my insecurity that has always stopped me from doing things like that. It was me who cared and I probably shouldn’t have. I always worried too much about things like this and that stopped me from enjoying things. I will say that I enjoyed my walk. Very much so that I plan to do it again tomorrow.